Words From the Wise

We all write songs about life, we just sing 'em different.
- Listener

Wednesday, April 13, 2016


There is a consistent drumming in my head
Loud, clanging, steady
It matches my every heartbeat
Before I even know it has happened again
it claims me
Beating in tandem I am not at all confused
I am not hypnotized 
I am aware to the point of clarity

Inside I am changing,
I'm moving away from the girl I have so 
carefully crafted
The years of learning what is acceptable to present
My surface is splitting as the fiery core of who I am
rises up and claims what is hers

I would let you
I would kneel for you in complete trust
The drumming of my heart only gains strength 
with the thought of you spinning me
Pinning me against the wall and holding me there
I want to be paralyzed and have every choice taken away

I want all you have to give and even what you think I can't take
I want you to try to break me 
because I know you never will
Bound by you, to you, for you
You know what it takes to release me
Help me so I am not destroyed
Please take away my choices and let me serve you
I will be lost without you taking
the snarling black and stopping it from
crawling and giving buoyancy to more of 
my usual thoughts
Fuck me, I need you to let me taste you

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